I don’t know what I’m feeling

I don’t know what is appealing

I think I need some healing

I just wanna lose this feeling

I feel I’m short of time

I can’t even go outside

I’m scared of what I think

I’m scared of what the future brings

I need some company

I try my best to be as funny

I always run out of money

I resort to panicking calmly

I sure could learn to restrain

I end up failing to instead

I keep holding on to this habit

I find it hard to admit it

I know that I should just can it

I’ll focus on the advantage

I’m thinking too deep and I’ve had it

I’ll cherish my time on this planet

I don’t know what I’m feeling

I think it’s kind of appealing

I don’t know if this is healing

I don’t wanna lose this feeling